Would be 46

Talia would have turned 46 today. I started the day off by going to see my hospice family. It's a very weird confliction of emotions. Truly one of the hardest times of my life was spent here with Talia, yet at the same time there was so much love shown to us that it's good to see everyone when I go. I'm always received so warmly. I was able to get a memorial brick laid down in the path for Talia. I remember one day when I was wheeling her outside, she thought it was so nice that people could be remembered by family like that so I knew it was something I wanted to do. Me telling the story really epically fails to express how sweetly her spirit was about this sentiment. I've never met anyone sweeter than Talia. I'm bummed I didn't take a picture with Dr. LaBerge but he couldn't have been more kind! The turkey and deer came out to say hey also. Had a nice reflective walk. Then stopped and picked up some of her favorite flowers. Going to see the nephew play his first gig under his name tonight. Talia's Aunt Rita now celebrates Talia's birthday on the day she passed because that is the day she went to Heaven. It's a nice authentic spin on what should be a very sad day but think I may start adopting that tradition!